†_Wings of a Butterfly_†

Okay, I totally did all these just for the __vam community. Hope you enjoy. XDD



( xx_HIM Sim! <3 )

When boredom strikes...


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Broken Wings

Please, someone take me away. Let me leave it all behind. I don't want to stay here anymore. I'm so tired, so tired of it all. I want to run, but I have nowhere to run to. No one left to turn to. I'm so scared, I don't know what to think anymore. All my thoughts are whirling around my head at a hundred miles an hour. I can't think straight. I can't think. It's all driving me insane; I've not a soul to talk to, no one to take me in their arms and hold me tight, willing it all away. I can't tell anyone, and these secrets are killing me, this sudden weight that's fallen upon me. I'm bearing this cross alone, and I've never felt so alone in my life. I don't know who to turn to, where to turn. It all feels so unreal; I'm falling, and there's no one to catch me. My broken wings can't carry me away. I want to cry, but I have no tears. I want to scream, but I cannot find my voice. No one knows, no one can see. The never see. I'm being swallowed by the dark, and there is no light for me to see. I'm frightened, so frightened, by my own thoughts; I can't trust myself any longer. I'm so afraid I will slip and fall over the razor-sharp edge of this dangerous line I am walking, and I will do something I regret, something that will make things only worse and hurt me, hurt the people I love. It scares me so, I feel like I can't breathe. I can't sleep, and when I do nightmares plague my dreams. When I'm awake I'm so dead; I ache, I feel so lonely and tired and afraid. I want to escape. Please, someone save me. Mend my broken wings and let me fly. Yet where will I fly? If I run, where will I run to? What am I chasing?

But there is no one left. No one left to ease the pain. I'm all alone. I never meant it to be this way.

"No one's gonna catch you when you fall..."

Title: With Holly and a Big, Red Bow ((Oneshot))
Author: jaythorne
Rating: PG-13
Pairing: Christmas Vam! ♥
Summary: Ville wonders what to get Bam for Christmas. Will Bam like his present?
Disclaimer: I've come to realize owning people is a bad thing. Didn't happen! ((Though possible. ;D))
Warnings: Just some cute holiday smut and nummy kisses.
Authors Notes: Hyvää Joulua! Merry Christmas! Love you all! Hope you all have wonderful, Vam-filled holidays! ♥

( †_Christmas smut this way! )

Hyvää Joulua ja Onnellista Uutta Vuotta!!!

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Just to keep it neat and orderly... ta-da! ^___^
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Mmm, wouldn't you LOVE to get that for Christmas?? *___*

( Falalaaaaa... † )

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( ♠_Chapter 6 )

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( ♣_Chapter 5 )

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( ♥_Chapter 4 )

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( ♦_Chapter 3 )

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( †_Chapter 2 )

Chapter one of my first Ville Valo fan ficfiction. ( ♣_Chapter 1 )

( ♠_My Venus Doom... )

( †_Gothic At Heart... )

( ♥_Ville Valo x OC Fic...? )

Heya all you people out there...

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